You're far from me and I'm far from myself It's raining and I wasted the will to say Days escape me and it feels like I'm asleep It's getting hard to put it back together every day I'm losing touch, I'm writing empty words That have no meaning, I'm talking in circles Apathy is killing me, I need to move on And find the reason why God has put me here It feels like I'm losing And I'm not letting go Of feelings that are sure to tear me apart I've been this way before It's not an even score I'm letting life rip me apart at the seams But I'm not giving up